Trisha Thoughts

NO plans of falling for you

April 17, 2008

I know you couldn’t contain your tears that night.  I don’t know why my tears were welling up my eyes as well.  You probably thought I was crying because of the guy I was telling you about.  You kept on asking me who the guy was.  Well, I couldn’t tell you because that guy I was telling you about is YOU!

“It’s hard when the one you love doesn’t love you back…” you kept on ranting.

I don’t know what came into me that I was able to say the following words to you.  I was surprised that I was able to blurt out:

“It’s so much harder if the one you love is your bestfriend!”

OMG!!! Did I just say that??? F*ck!!!!

You were silent for a moment and probably absorbed what I just said.

“Bes?…”
 
I suddenly felt so cowardly.   I suddenly just put down the phone without saying anything to you.  Well, I didn’t know what to say to you at that time.  Even I was still absorbing the moment.  I couldn’t believe I was able to tell you that.  I didn’t plan for this thing to happen.  I don’t know why I just ended up saying those words.  I didn’t plan for any of this to happen. 

I didn’t plan to fall in love with you…

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